Miss here so much!!!

Hey everyone,
Suki long time didn't update blog dy. I don't wan my blog juz be like tis anyway.
But,i juz can't do anything right now. Sobs. The connection is pretty poor.

Well,many things happen to me nowadays. Everything juz seen in doubts for me???
Who knows? Who cares? Juz forget bout it then. Hope everything will be fine soon.

A feeling,deep in heart. Will never forget forever and ever.
A memory already in my mind. A touch could even makes me breathless.
A nice and memorable thing should keep it deep in my heart core.
Yeah...i will...gonna miss that moment?! Truly appreciate it ~

Nowadays,i use to shopping to release my stress...it seen work anyway...
so,i start to aim for tis and tat like never shopping before, too poor**
therefore,i bought wat i wan not wat i need. Haih.
I bought a jacket from seed which actually costs RM120++,a pair of short pants from padini authetics which actually costs RM 79.90 and a pair of 4 inch high heels from romans which actually costs RM69.90. Isit spend too much dy? I don't know...honestly i bought those stuffs also got discounts. So, for me, it still consider cheap lorhs.

I still aim for something nowadays. Which i wan for long time ago. It's a baby stuffs actually. Sort of cute and it does kills my boredom sometimes. Lurv it even deeply compare to many other stuffs i owning. I will get it some day some where...??? Ahah...when i got it,share wif you peoples ya! *cross heart*(you'll know wat i mean if you had watched "UP")

Okays,back to my own story.
Last 2 days,wednesday,i help my sis's friend-adrian. I be a runway model for his event,wearing casual wear and evening gown. A very pretty experience i gt from the show. Imagine tat a 175cm gal wears 4 inch high heels! maybe i still don't get use to it. Hav to dy. Tis coming week got runway training dy. Scary but it surely very fun!!!

Yeah. Forget to inform you peoples tat i join a contest(at 1st i don't know it was a contest but super hyper happy when i know tat i hav been selected), then my picz will be put up in a mag(nor my sis too). Hope my dear friends will vote me...Thx! I already hav my 1st shooting at kl; the 2nd photo shooting is coming soon. Honestly,not well prepared yet. A bit scared~

Actually,many other stuffs i wanna updated you peoples. Juz kinda forget when i sit infront of pc. Cant decline tat i'm kinda forgetful. Moreover,i will try to put up as many picz of mine as possible(when i free larhs)...

One more thing,someone invite me to be his model for a make-up show. Should i go or not? I'm blur** Can someone gimme any ideas?

Besides,i really hav to take care of my skin, wearings, looks and etc. Tis coming week gonna go kl AGAIN! Juz to sign contract as a model. Good or vice versa? Do gimme some comment then...

"Self-development is the responsible for life. "

Love,
Suki Gan


* I'll upload more picz of mine in the next post.*