Pro~

Haih...i think i should start to blog for myself nowadays and no more for others...
Be myself is so hard still i miss out so much?
I dont know and i would not like to know too...juz let it be a mystery then...

well,nowadays,my 3rd photoshoting is coming soon...is bout body painting with the title of fire...
hav to be sexy,strong and dominant...can i?
i'm juz wondering...
who knows? let's make a try...

yesterday,a small chat but cause a lot of differences...
look like my world getting smaller...my ideas getting powerless...useless...
it's juz all bcoz of the thinking or juz bcoz of some sharing?

*heartache n start to bleed*
i wont ask for anymore...
point is "CAN I?"
i would not know...
not determine in wat i would like to do might be wat is it...

A good listener is nice to hav...tq