for u...

Pink Song by natasha thomas

past,present and the future.

Dont ask me bout the title...
i feel tat will be the nice one for my current post...

yesterday,can't really sleep well...
cause you said will call me...
and i'm just waiting...
maybe you're really busy till forget it...
It'll be fine because you're teaching me something that i should learn...

miss you till i think of you every night before i close my eyes.
I hope,i really hope
-you're always there for me as you had promised
-your wallpaper still the same
-to hav everything tat i wanna do wif u can carry out juz when i wan it
-to learn 4*4 from u
-i'm nt tat blur n stu tat time n makes me l**e u
-i didn't mention tat word again to keep my mind clear n stay away frm u

i juz can't!!! can't even stand the feelings anymore...breathless~

i miss those time when
-you're there for me
-you're chatting wif me till i fell asleep
-you're teaching me 3*3
-you made me a tiramisu cakes
-you gave me a puppy on mother's day
-you accompany me when i was in NS
-you're wif me in the cinema
-you're planning a party for me
-you're writing poems for me which makes my tears drop
it's too much too much over here...

Even the words u had told me,the songs u had recommend me b4...
honestly,it's deep in my heart core...

Everything passed dy? or it's juz a beginning of it?

Arghhhh...someone tell me please...

But,i love the history of us.

Regards,
shi min

high heels mood...

You know me...and u know...
I LOVE HEELS so so so much!!!
Due to my height,i can only wear it in runway...
wanna said it's just an excuse right?
I know it's!
But,i juz bought a pair of heels which is 4inch++(11cm -12cm) height...
Cool one...hope i wont fall down when i wear it...

This is the one(the most latest):



This is my 2nd high heels which is quite high.
I think got 3 inch++




This is my 1st high heels...Specially buy it from my ballroom dance one...
but now,useless dy...tis's only 2 inch...haih




That's all for tis post...hope i will gt to collect more HIGH heels...lolx...
In the Mood of high heels~

i own the world !!!

Currently,i'm pretty love in reading comics!
Those comics really bring me better feelings rather than real life.
It actually make me think of YOU...

The day wif u,the day i hav the world.
The day i n u,the day i learn.

It's my thought for tis moment.
Don't really plan to online,but juz feel like blogging in this moment!

Ahah...i always break my words?
He might think so,but i will not break it anymore...(learning...XD)
I need time~

(juz got you in my mind right now...wan tan)

attitude!!!

1)If an egg is broken by an outside force...a life ends

If an egg breaks from within...life begins

Great things always begin from within.

2)It's better to lose your ego to the one you love,than to lose the one you love...because of ego.

3)When you trust someone trust him completely without any doubt...at the end you would get one of the two: Either a lesson for your life or a very good person.

4)Life is not about the people who act true to your face...

It's about the people who remain true behind your back...

5)The worst in life is "attachment". It hurts when you lose it.

The best thing in life is "loneliness". Because it teaches you everything and,when you lose it,you get everything.

I'm pretty happy when i gt a mail which showed me above statements.

It's awesome...

I can't imagine if i really can apply it in my daily life.

So,i don't mind to share it with all of you peoples.

Try to apply it in your life.

I can confirm that attitude will change your life.

No matter it's a good one or vice versa.

Regards,
Suki Gan

such a day.

Ahah...
gonna love today?
I don't know.
Kinda waste for today.

Today,totally lost contact with the clock.
Don't even know what time i wake up at all.
Poor one.
Have my breakfast? lunch? or brunch?
I don't know...And i don't wanna know too...

Wanna do revision for my up coming test but end up chatting with my uncle.
Learn quite a lot new things(especially fishing) today,but i still kinda lost in this world.
I don't really know what i wanna do,and what should i do.

What i know is...
i have to get enuf rest and work hard hard straight away after my mid term break!
Gonna busy again~
Ops...sad one...

By the way,i had a good listener for yesterday chat!
The fella makes me feel like to be a listener rather than a "speaker"...lolx
Don't wanna care larhs...
juz love nike's slogan-JUST DO IT!!!
XD

I can feel that tis month i really "blogging" or it should be "complaining" on tis n tat...
Don really love to do so...but,when i do so...feel better...
A really good listener is not easy to get...sometimes,might faced alot obstacles when jus wanna find a listener...
At the same time,blog release my stress so much!

Tis week,i'm gonna die soon...
Finding topics for the english assignments...
Me n another gal,already gave more than 10 topics,but REJECTED!
Then,sir approved one of the topics dy...
We go n find trouble again...CHANGE TOPIC
Cause we feel that the topic is quite hard to find the 5 relevant articles...
My fren then spent her night,i guess,coz i received her msg at 2am++,juz to told me tat she had juz sent me an email bout the topics.
She already prepared 25 topics for the sir to choose! Lol...(speechless)
Thanks yiling!!!
She did a great job!
Don't ever think that finding a topic is easy...
It actually drive me crazy...
Maybe i'm juz stu...
XD

Hope sir wont reject anymore...
or else,i will use back the 1st topic dy...haih

Good luck!!!!

babOO...

WHY?
I thought my next post should be prob solve?
Haiz...it seems like end up wif much more probs dy lerhs...

Today,juz gt my eng lecturer info...
He told me that our group is officially been chosen for the drama dy...
No congratulation please...
Cause,i don't feel proud at all...
I'm pretty scare that my group will make our sir disappointed...
This is because our sir juz wan us to win...
Argh...
i hate my current life...
Business project...so so so much...
Then,quizzes samo...
One more mid term test to go,but is after mid term break...
that's means i can't really rest for my mid term break...ops!
Got modelling at kl n malacca too...
Prom night coming soon...partner?!

This coming march n april gonna bring my life away...

Help!!!

Feel like shouting it out as loud as i could...

Juz ignore tis post...i'm juz wanna release my "stress"

Miss u.

Confused one...

Argh...
Why?
I really don't like to think bout it anymore...
But,u juz appear in my mind every day,every hour,every minute even every second...
Cant stop thinking bout it...
You already deep in my heart?
I don't know...
Just feel like confusing...
I DOWAN!!!

I think we're still the same right?
Or everything already change?
Have you make up your mind dy?
I feel that u have give up everything...or should be put down everything dy...


I wan the solutions...plzzzz

Appreciate!!!

This post is specially for my drama group members...
They are cool and they are the best for me...
We spend about 5 days for doing the script,preparing drama's stuffs,practising drama....etc
We are so cooperate...but,i feel tat i did the less lerhs...
My group members like yi ling,jac,rachael,kei kei and sok theng...
They really did alot...they help to prepare most of the stuffs for drama,background too...
they print and paste...they did find the songs for drama,sound track too...they also don mind practice until midnight...even know they're tired...the most important,they wont force me to stay until night to do wif them...such a nice group members i hav!!!
but,wat i did? i only help to prepare script(they did help me some too),bring some real materials,buy some stuffs for drama and record my voice as a narrator for them...

Okays,on the drama day,9th march 2010,a special day...i wil rmb...
We all practise the drama straight away after class,from 3pm until 7pm...
Of course including the time we set up the background n everything...
We finding hard to find the place for practise...Cause,it's not easy to hav a room for practise as we didnt book earlier...
But,we did!!! We found it!!! (thanks to diploma and degree,cause they're having sem break...XD)

The happiest part i would like to talk about is that,when our lecturer steps in the room...
He feels so curious and keeps on asking us bout our background...
He loves our backgrounds so much till give us 10 marks straight away,even though we haven act at all...(specially thanks to yi ling,kei kei,rachael,sok theng n jac for doing tat)

Let me recommend u ppls wat we act as :
Suki-mary maloney(patrick's wife)
Jac-patrick maloney(mary's husband)
Sok Theng-megan maloney(patrick and mary's child)
Rachael-maid
Yi Ling-policewoman and grocer
Kei Kei-policewoman and priest

After that,when we act until 3rd scene...at the grocery shop there...the sir even stands up and walks towards us(i'm acting that time),and touch our potatoes...lolx...
He makes me laugh!!! (i'm the one who laughing when acting...sobs)
But,who cares? All of us are enjoying...hahas

Then,i commited suicide. My child holding my pic...
that time,still silent only...
once the maid and my child show up the pic of me and my husband...
All of the audiences pray for them!!! LOL...
The audiences enter the drama dy...

Besides,we hav some dancing part too...
1st scene,i dance waltz,song is "only time"
4th scene,me n all of the group members dance "sorry sorry" and me alone again dance "nobody"....we practise hard for the "sorry sorry" lerhs...

By the way,i'm pretty happy that we already done our drama...
And,we scored 18 out of 20 marks...why?
Where's the 2 marks right?
Let me tell you...the 2 marks fly away cause we over time dy...
But,everytime we act only 17 or 18 mins...when really act tat time,we use up 24 mins...haih
Too poor...4mins make me lose 2 marks...
Nvm...we had been selected to the final...and we're goin to get back the 2 marks as well...
JIA YOU my frens!

Not to forget to say that,sir is very happy when he's watching our drama...
He told everyone that he already enter our drama...enjoying dy...

Most important is that sir stands up and claps his hands once we finished our drama...cool*


By,
SUKI GAN SHI MIN


(the next post would be the pictures of my drama)

i miss those time so much.

I miss those time so so so much...
When i was young, i don't have to think so much...
Although my freedom is limited,but i'm happy with it...
It shows that my mummy is care bout me...
Thanks mummy! I will love your forever and ever...

Above pic,i might not put it up if for last time...
But now,i won't care so much dy...
I would like to do what i want...Just do it!

Another favourite...

This pic was took when i'm only 3 years old.

I love this pic so much is actually because of my hair.

I would like to hav this kinda hair style again but mummy surely doesnt allow de.

Anyway,such a nice memory i had before.

See...how sweet am i wif my sis when we were young...

*thanks for the photographer*

long time ago....

Guess which one is me?

if u guess it correctly,i will reward you something...hahas